Finster Finds

So Mark is in a cast from his surgery. We knew it was going to happen. We weren't happy about the timing, but what can you do, it takes so long to get in the orthopedic surgeon and then to actually book surgery, well, you know,... So here we are, new business (3 weeks old), and Mark in a cast. The hardest part is that in addition to all my regular "work", I have to go to the store to look after that, and I have to really help Mark out with meals and things, BUT THE HARDEST PART is that I can't complain about the mess. No venting. Because, what can he do? He's in a cast, a non-weight bearing cast. AND I have about 6-10 weeks more of it. That's through Christmas. And I have to deal with the boys at night. I put Ollie back in his own bed 2x last night and gave up when he came in again at 5:30 AM. It'd be fine if I saw an end in sight. But I don't. Me me me ME me me Me mE me mmmeee.

Well, yesterday we got the review in Vue Weekly (previous blog). I was very delighted since I got such a lovely paragraph and I thought overall that it was a very nice review. It was then more difficult at the show. It is tough in a cast of 6 to have 2 people singled out in the extreme positive, 2 others with a mention, 1 not mentioned at all, and the 6th mentioned but in a somewhat negative way. I feel for my cast mates. I personally cannot see the characters as anyone else but them now after the process we have gone through so it breaks my heart that they are affected by the review. It is hard too, because I would not give back my paragraph, for I love it, but I find myself comforting my castmates and I worry that they see it as hollow. It isn't. Two more shows. I pray for the right combination of emotion to sustain the last scene through to the end of the run. It is very draining and I feel empty sometimes.

From the October 26, 2006 Vue Weekly: THEATRE MAGNOLIAS CAST BLOOMS DAVID BERRY / david@vueweekly.com I’m predisposed against plays like Steel Magnolias, but it’s got a lot more to do with aesthetics than gender. Sure, it’s “chick” fair (there’s no clever “flick” or “lit” rhyme for theatre, sadly), but, more to the point, it’s not particularly good chick fair. Playwright Robert Harling draws six caricatures who practically ooze overcooked Southernisms and uses them solely in service of a cloying plot that simultaneously manages to supposedly celebrate women’s strength as it cements them in every easy stereotype it can manage. It is a serious, serious credit to director Linette Smith and her cast, though, that the Walterdale’s production of Harling’s contemptible little play, set in a Southern hair salon before and after the wedding of a young Shelby (Rebecca Pontig), is a thoroughly engaging, casually charming evening of theatre. Where Harling goes wrong, Smith and her troupe go right,...

I shouldn't complain... I did get to sleep in... but I woke to the sounds of my children screaming over toys and sharing. Ahhhh... Show today. Matinee. Will likely be a bit different because fo the time of day. Still disturbed about the children's birthday parties at the spa (for 10-12 year olds, ONLY $75 per child!!!!!!). What kind of world do we live in. Will write more later when I can focus on my rant.

It is really not that fair to feel so crappy when all I did was stay up late. I used to be able to go on 4 hours of sleep - no problem. Now I stay up late and I am a mess. It doesn't help that I can't sleep because of the wee bairns. Oh well. The show went well last night. I am so pleased that I seem to be finding the right emotional place to go to that will get me where I need to be. Then photos after that weren't too painful, but it meant another late night. It didn't help that i ate some BBQ chips onthe way home and then woke up at 2:30 AM feeling like I was going to be sick. I wasn't, but it was unpleasant. I hope for a nap. Steel Magnolias - at the Walterdale until October 28th. Tickets at Tix On the Square.

Just coming off the first two "real" shows of Steel Magnolias at the Walterdale (We run to the 28th of October - hint hint). What a great feeling. The role of M'Lynn has been so good for me. I usually play the loud funny one, and although I do get to be funny, I definitely have to mine much more emotional depths for her than I ever have before. I have been so pleased with how the journey has gone. At one point in the rehearsal process I went through a real feeling of "I am such a fraud" and "soon they will figure out I have just been faking it all". This happened when I started to doubt myself. Luckily I used that in the whole process and it really helped. I have been surprised at the generosity of the audiences when we come out for bows. I have never been able to immerse myself so completely in the world of the play before. Ah. What will be next? I am still thinking about Hello Dolly! with ELOPE. With the new store it will be hard to spare ...